Waiting, waiting, waiting.
So much waiting lately, and it will only continue from here on in.
My mind is currently trying to juggle college, church work, friends, family, emotions, and the elusive plans for next year that just won’t take shape yet. I haven’t run since city2surf and I think that may have something to do with the tossing and turning of my emotions lately. God always always uses exercise to teach me and change me and help me to know that he is in control of everything, and that my ritual of putting one foot in front of the other is a good good thing.
Tonight, I’m taking my tired self for a sunset run. It’ll be a short one, just around the block I think, but I need to develop to habit again – beginning at 3 runs a week. Just three. High expectations be damned, I say!
I am alive.
Just breathing is enough right now, though.